Deadbeat man FATHER

Deadbeat man FATHER

This journal is a reminder why I should hate my father the rest of my life

1. He is verbally abusive and sometime physically abusive for our entire life

2. He gaslights our entire family about him being broke for 15 years

3. He is verbally abusive and financial abusive towards our family and MY MOM for all her life

4. He lies so many things financially to my mom for 15 years

5. He cheated multiple time with multiple women since I was a toddler

6. He married second wife without my mom permission for 15 years

7. He gaslights my mom and coerces her to used her money for 15 years

8. He never financially invests on us

9. He lied to me about being broke, and I had to drop out from university, thinking to lift him from the burden. I had gone through whole 3 years depression and thinking to kill myself because now I have to rely on my safety and protection under man that can potentially abuse me if I don't have power or higher educations for high quality job.

10. He deprived me and my family from using Wi-Fi and getting education from internet.

11. He used all his money to 2nd family and honeymoon in Australia while my mom waiting like a slave, and got nothing from him|

12. He manipulated my mom until now, my mom is dumb academically and irrational person.

13. Even now, all he is just used, my mom to take care of him while he is sick.

14. He never helped my mom with child care nor household chores.

15. He threatened to kick me out of the house because he loves his second wife too much.

He is a piece of shitty human, I want to beat him SO BAD !!